December 2011
Yep, totally the fat bridesmaid…sucks
My hair is awful and I hate how I look, ugh. Self esteem is crashing fast
Anddddd my bridesmaid dress justttt fits. But its tight!!
“Any emotion, if it is sincere, is involuntary.”
– Mark Twain (via serialstranger)
brunch: spinach salad, shrimp and grits, bread pudding
total calories: somewhere around 500-600
so a good meal and i’m not eating again until after the wedding where i’m shooting for another 500-600 (i’m sure the wedding cake will help lol)
healthyforlife88 asked: You are not fat. I think you are gorgeous. Don't let someone make you feel otherwise. Stay strong! <3
bulimic-rhapsody asked: Don't listen to that stupid anon, you're beautiful and I hope you'll be strong and if you want to lose weight (honestly I don't think you need) you'll do it healthy way. Wish you happy new year and hope 2012 will be good and healthy for you!
Abstained from the biscuits, but I will eat the shrimp and grits! And bread pudding mmmm :)
Going offline to eat brunch with my bride :)
untanglingthetruth asked: bitch, please. you don't look fat in that picture at all. you look gorgeous and healthy. and like you're doing something to make life better for yourself.
Anonymous asked: lol you've been inpatient? pretty sure they wouldnt make u inpatient if you didnt eat your breakfast. besides you have to be more sneaky about it. there is no better way to live. you'll never be good enough without your ed. because it wont let you. you are very beautiful. but its too late now. dont kid yourself that you can have a normal life now.
kn0ckturn asked: don't listen to that anonymous asshole. you're so fucking beautiful and good for you for trying to be healthy <3 you should turn off that anon button, i wouldn't want some asshole to be a trigger for you. stay strong lovely <3
mari-no asked: Ok.. that anon is incredibly stupid. I feel so bad for that people who doesn't have a brain, you are gorgeous, and I really mean it! I wish I was as beautiful and strong as you. Stay healthy! It's the correct way. <3
Anonymous asked: well then dont eat breakfast retard. your therapist can't "make" you eat..
Anonymous asked: okay, best of luck to you in 2012 <3
Anonymous asked: um so that pic of you taking meds is the most recent i take it? why do you look so fat? in your display picture you look gorgeous and thin !
Anonymous asked: i really hope you recover, but maybe being on tumblr and reblogging pictures of sickly thin girls isn't helping you to recover? i mean, i know that it's your blog and you can do what you want, but maybe try unfollowing thinspo blogs and following health blogs? i'm just trying to help, dear <3
36941) I hate when people complain how they are...
iwannabefuckingskinny:
ALL THE FUCKING TIME.
